Hello there, to describe myself at first I am: 5'6.5". I have naturally dark brown almost black hair (but I prefer to dye it unnatural colors), 2 tattos on my right shoulder and right hip with 7 more drawn up that I want. I use to have size '0' guages til they shattered and due to not having replacements they shrunk to normal ear piercings. I also have eyes with two rings around my pupil - both a different shad of blue. The inner ring is a hazel blue while the outer is a deep navy blue & depending on my mood they will shrink and expand. I have a preference for Gothic attire as well I am a furry. I'm a bit of a goof and love to make others smile and laugh. For hobbies I love to draw (or about any form of art), I like to sing & dance (preferably when no ones watching), play games (gaming platform preference is PC but haven't played in a while,, hang out with friends, & watch shows/movies on YouTube or Netflix, and my favorite genres are horror, sci-fi, fantasy, comedy, and adventure. and I also consider myself someone who has a big heart who is able and willing to share it. However, I have had a lot of stuff in my life that has occurred where it takes me a while to open up. As well, I want those who are wanting to get to know me I have low self-esteem & self-worth but I'm trying to work on it.
I consider myself highly submissive while also falling under other roles within the BDSM community. I am pansexual, but I sadly haven't played with very many girls, and ironically -though I say all of this- I'm quite shy (or at the very least shy in real life, less so online). In my past relationships i have got out of an open relationship where i was with him 5 years xmas 2016 who passed Nov. 2016 and I am still trying to convince myself he's gone. The other open relationship was with 2.5 years and broke up may 8th 2019 who was manipulative and emotionally abusive to me. For those who may now come to realize I've actually been gone since June 2021 and I haven't accessed this account until March 2022 - those who have spoken to me inbetween those dates you spoke to someone who had hacked my profile. But one reason why I was gone from here (& actually every social platform) is sadly i fell hard for someone who turned out to be controlling and emotionally abusive and I wasn't allowed to talk to or see anyone both in real life and online and thus stayed in solitude from june 1st 2021 til Jan 18th 2022 when I finally ended it due to all the stuff i went through while I tried all my might to show how much I loved him. That and other things has made my mind and esteem a lil broken so bare with me - I suffer from major depression, anxiety, & ptsd. Despite all this all I wish is to help make the world smile and I must state no matter how mean an individual may be to me I don't ever wanna be mean and feel myself be no better than them.
Oh and by the way I'm pretty much open to anything(it just may take a while to get it out of me online or irl) So don't think just because it ain't up I ain't into it or curious. More then likely I just don't know all the details. Or who knows maybe I don't like it, but you won't know if you don't ask. On another note, just because I am into fetishes and such, my main goal on is still that I wish to make friends first and foremost and get to know you. Then, and only then, would I possibly (key word possibly) may want to play, but you still would have to be a friend before I would consider it. So, if you don't attempt to talk to me before sending a friend request don't expect to be added ((THAT MEANS MESSAGE ME IF YOU REALLY WANT TO BE ADDED)). As well, please refrain from stating in your first message how you would like to use me/my body and/or want me as yours. Other girls may be attracted by this, but it makes me feel like you just want me for sex and be done with it and this I do not appreciate.
Thanks to all of you for taking the time to view and read my profile. I'm glad there are still people out there whom take the time to try to get to know someone. And thank you for leaving your kind words, they really brighten my day! Hope you all have a great day. ^.^
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Der ideale Mensch für mich Someone who is wanting to find friendship first and foremost at the very least would be nice. Which can possibly in turn become a 'fwb' relationship. Someone laid back but can talk about fetishes (and possibly do them)). we will see where things go from there
Welche sind deine Lieblingsmusiker oder -bands?:
Your Favorite Martian, Melanie Martinez, & Panic At TheDisco
Welche sexuellen Aktivitäten erregen dich?:
Oralverkehr geben, Oralverkehr empfangen, Sexspielzeuge (Vibratoren, Dildos etc.), Fetische, Leichtes Bondage, Intensives Bondage, Spanking, Dreier, Brust-/Brustwarzenfolter, Klammern etc., Augen verbinden, Fisting
Welche Eigenschaften sind für dich am wichtigsten wenn du nach einem Sexpartner suchst?:
Sexuelle Erfahrung, Körperliche Anziehungskraft, Gleiche oder ähnliche Fetische, Erfahrung mit einer bestimmten Rolle (Top/Bottom; Herr/Sklavin), Offen gegenüber Dreiecksbeziehung und/oder Orgien, Sexueller Appetit, Bereitschaft alles frei zu diskutieren und zu versuchen, Einverstanden damit, eine verpflichtungsfreie sexuelle Beziehung einzugehen, Niveau der Kreativität und des Interesses an ungewöhnlichem, Ein wenig von allem, Personality click, doesnt judge, willingness helpsate/fulfil
Hast du schon mal davon geträumt mit einer berühmten Persönlichkeit Sex zu haben? Mit wem? Was reizt dich an dieser Person?:
Not really.
Hattest du schonmal Cybersex?:
Ich habe es ausprobiert, aber es ist nicht das gleiche.
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